I didn’t think it could hit me like this, after six years. But it can, and it did. God, I miss you, I miss our friendship. Never thought I could sit here, halfway across the world, and still find myself sobbing while reading through our old memories. Six years, gone in a flash.

I’m disappointed in what I haven’t accomplished, I’m disappointed that I haven’t lived up to what you believed I could do. I swear I’ll keep trying and make you proud.

“…i’m so glad that we got close this year…i’m sad that it took until this year to get close. i love you and i know you will do amazing things in life. oh yeah, don’t forget me because i won’t forget you!”

You inspire me, always. I’ll never forget you.